Tml is damn hell packed..
Got NCC, PTM and IT Camp
Going for NCC for abt 2 hours +
Then go PTM until 6, 7 +
Then go for IT Camp
Hope can at least do some organising in the camp..
Sian..
I'm beginning to lose faith in myself
Everything's not going the way it should have
Life is beginning to be miserable..
Where u screw up practically everything
Not juz results, CCAs
But also friendship, relationship etc..
Guess this is juz life
Life is such, such is life
Hate that fact
Sorry to those who i accidentally offended
Was bloody hell pissed off with whatever that's happening
Screwed up everything that was given to me..
Then the u-know-what happens
Then i screw up agn
Stupid vicious cycle
Anyway, super sorry
Things shouldn't juz depend on my mood
CMC is stressful
But if the class can be more cooperative
Things will be so much easier
Look at Guang En
2-8 like super suportive
Teacher kp him, classmates kp back teacher
Look at me
Ppl keep kp say i wear ankle socks..
Know it's against school rules, blah blah blah
But it's juz ankle socks ma
I mean.. Who doesn't??!!
WTF la?!
Thought 2-3 was super class spirited
Guess i was juz too wrong to make that assumption
Gotta adapt to this life man!!
I feel like dying sometimes
Life is meaningless
My self-motivation reached a limit
i can trust no1 anymore
Me will support myself
Myself will motivate I
I will help me
I can only trust Me and Myself
